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It's been a while since the ignorance that I made for myself .
yes, it's simply for myself, never meant for anyone else .
and I start collecting others voice .
uniting them into a spirit for me to wake up .
h0w can pensive upon the star n want to grab it.
while I was iddle upon the gaze ?
I know, I need to stand up fast and start moving .
because you have left me far from my expectation .
when I feel the day has bless me .
yet you showed up ?
for what reason ?
made things start to end it ?
I never knew your intention before .
and now it's still the same .
will never know what really is your intention .
s0, please help me as much as I'm helping myself .
just for our own good sake .